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[07 Jul 2009|01:44am] [ mood | sick ] [ music | utada hikaru - this one (crying like a child) ] sheesh. the weather was crazy the past 2 days.. caught a bad flu, hope to recover on time for gym later. i'm supposed to be drowsy and tired now, but i simply can't fall asleep. too much too much thoughts in my mind. if only i didn't turn up last night... well, i should be happy. indeed, it was unexpected. . sighed.. but somehow, i'm feeling moody.. no, i've not forgotten.. i hope you are well. have a safe trip. 我希望所有人都忘了我, 真的不想要他们记得我 'cal visitors since 30th june 2005 2 's|riposte

[27 Dec 2008|01:09am] [ mood | thoughtful ] [ music | 锦绣二重唱_-_我的快乐 ] " 我的快乐 " 徘了徊了走了错了过了等了 累了全都困了烦的乱的等的 都是真的 疯的想的念的不安的焦虑的 复杂的梦过的拥有的失去的 怎么忘呢 你做过的伤放困了你爱的音 那天的我等着你等成了摆设 我的你的他的好的坏的难的 灰的蓝的黄的酸的甜的苦的 都还记得 非常想要忘的绝对不能忘的 我心要换你的真的不行那么 只得放了 环岛的火车载着我第几天了 忽然发现这一刻我不想你了 我的快乐会回来的 只要清楚曾爱得那么深刻 不准问值不值得 我的快乐会回来的 离开不是谁给了谁的选择 我的快乐会回来的 只要清楚曾爱得那么深刻 不准问值不值得 我的快乐会回来的 离开不是谁给了谁的选择 我的快乐会回来的 只要清楚曾爱得那么深刻 不准问值不值得 我的快乐会回来的 离开不是你给了我的选择 疯的想的念的不安的焦虑的 复杂的梦过的拥有的失去的 怎么忘呢 非常想要忘的绝对不能忘的 我心要换你的真的不行那么 只得放了 放了...... 忘了...... 放了...... 忘了...... 我希望所有人都忘了我, 真的不想要他们记得我 'cal visitors since 30th june 2005 riposte

[06 Sep 2008|01:38pm] [ mood | awake ] [ music | rihanna_-_take a bow ] " take a bow " ohh, how about a round of applause yeah, standing ovation oooh ohh yeah, yeah yeah yeah yeah you look so dumb right now standing outside my house trying to apologize you're so ugly when you cry please, just cut it out an' don't tell me you're sorry 'cause you're not baby when i know you're only sorry you got caught but you put on quite a show really had me going but now it's time to go curtain's finally closing that was quite a show very entertaining but it's over now (but it's over now) go on and take a bow grab your clothes and get gone (get gone) you better hurry up before the sprinklers come on talkin' about, girl, i love you, you're the one this just looks like a re-run please, what else is on (ohh) and don't tell me you're sorry 'cause you're not baby when i know you're only sorry you got caught but you put on quite a show really had me going but now it's time to go curtain's finally closing that was quite a show very entertaining but it's over now (but it's over now) go on and take a bow ohh, and the award for best liar goes to you for making me believe that you could be faithful to me let's hear your speech out how about a round of applause a standing ovation but you put on quite a show really had me going now it's time to go curtain's finally closing that was quite a show very entertaining but it's over now (but it's over now) go on and take a bow but it's over now forget me. forget cal. 我希望所有人都忘了我, 真的不想要他们记得我 'cal visitors since 30th june 2005 riposte

[07 Jul 2008|11:57pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | coldplay_-_life in technicolor ] happy di. happy cal. 我希望所有人都忘了我, 真的不想要他们记得我 'cal visitors since 30th june 2005 riposte

[07 Jun 2008|02:37pm] i noe what to do loh! riposte

[05 Jun 2008|09:17pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | the cranberries_-_dreams ] if only i know what i should do.. if only i know what works out the best.. lousy cal. 我希望所有人都忘了我, 真的不想要他们记得我 'cal visitors since 30th june 2005 2 's|riposte

[04 Jun 2008|11:21pm] [ mood | numb ] [ music | james blunt_-_goodbye my lover ] i was storming mad. to the extent that i could kill. i so wanted to hurt, so wanted to take revenge. cruel messages drafted, i so wanted to send them out. somehow, i was held back by the other side of me. i only managed a "i hate you" message though. now that i've calmed down, i feel foolish. i cannot imagine i would think of all those messages. it's scary. why am i like this? i'm really lost now. i can no longer perceive what's right and what's wrong. everything that i do seems to be wrong and everything that i feel that it's wrong seems somewhat right. :'( 我希望所有人都忘了我, 真的不想要他们记得我 'cal visitors since 30th june 2005 riposte

[04 Jun 2008|06:58pm] [ mood | drained ] [ music | james blunt_-_goodbye my lover ] and so it is, just like you say it would be. life goes easy on me, most of the time... this is life. it is so. when i'm already down to the lowest point of my life, i believe that things will start to pick up soon. if not in time to come. i've to be contented with what i have and what i don't have. please let me fall asleep as soon as i lay down on my bed and close my eyes. 不怕不怕了...... 我希望所有人都忘了我, 真的不想要他们记得我 'cal visitors since 30th june 2005 riposte

[01 Jun 2008|03:42pm] [ mood | awake ] [ music | 小宇_-_终于说出口 ] omg. i woke up at 1513 hrs today! i'm lovin' it! 我希望所有人都忘了我, 真的不想要他们记得我 'cal visitors since 30th june 2005 riposte

[19 May 2008|07:32pm] [ mood | peaceful ] [ music | james blunt_-_goodbye my lover ] fabulous sunday indeed. was still hesitating if i should go, for i thought my heart would be somewhere else. but! i so enjoyed myself. brought back lots of fun which i've been missing for months. all my sorrows seemed to have gone away. i felt free. free from all troubles. had a wonderful long weekend. a weekend dedicated to myself. happy cal. after rain comes sunshine. :) 我希望所有人都忘了我, 真的不想要他们记得我 'cal visitors since 30th june 2005 1 '|riposte

[17 May 2008|08:51pm] [ mood | blank ] [ music | coldplay_-_sparks ] you touched my heart and you touched my soul. you changed my life and you changed all my goals. love is blind and that i knew when, my heart was blinded by you. i know you well and i know your smell. i've been addicted to you. i love you, i swear that's true. it may be over but it won't stop there, i am here for you if you'd only care. and as you move on, remember me. remember us and all we used to be. you can't break my spirits, it's my dreams you take. 我希望所有人都忘了我, 真的不想要他们记得我 'cal visitors since 30th june 2005

[06 May 2008|07:09pm] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | coldplay_-_sparks ] well, i think i can do it. i need more practice. Quote: I had to get used to wearing a mask and wearing a prosthetic and performing with those things while singing and expressing myself through stylized movement, while keeping it as human as possible so the audience could be closer to the horror of the Phantom. Gerard Butler time don't wait. people do change. " ...... ...... " 我希望所有人都忘了我, 真的不想要他们记得我 'cal visitors since 30th june 2005 riposte

goodbye my lover [04 May 2008|01:20pm] [ mood | thoughtful ] “Maybe, there is no such thing as a resolute break up. After all, how is it possible? There will always be residual feelings, on either side, or worse, both. When the nights get cold, and the bedroom starts to feel a little empty, what is left to stop us from indulging in these feelings? Won't we reminisce, hope, dream?” quoted from trevvy scoops lucky me, i always have the teddies to accompany me through all nights. life still goes on. i'll survive! 我希望所有人都忘了我, 真的不想要他们记得我 'cal visitors since 30th june 2005 1 '|riposte

[02 May 2008|12:48pm] [ mood | sore ] [ music | celine dion_-_all by myself ] good times don't last. before you even realise, it's gone. then come the time when you start deceiving yourself. i'm screwing the tracks of an abandoned train station. yet again. wake up, cal. 我希望所有人都忘了我, 真的不想要他们记得我 'cal visitors since 30th june 2005

[01 May 2008|05:40pm] [ mood | sore ] [ music | coldplay_-_sparks ] :: 20jun07, KL, green lotus restaurant :: deardear.. :'( 我希望所有人都忘了我, 真的不想要他们记得我 'cal visitors since 30th june 2005 1 '|riposte

01may07 - 01may08 pictures [01 May 2008|05:23pm] [ mood | sore ] [ music | coldplay_-_sparks ] 我希望所有人都忘了我, 真的不想要他们记得我 'cal visitors since 30th june 2005 1 '|riposte

01may07 - 01may08 songs [01 May 2008|11:02am] [ mood | awake ] [ music | celine dion_-_all by myself ] 楊千嬅 - 可惜我是水瓶座 dishwalla - angels or devils snow patrol - chasing cars limp Bizkit - behind blue eyes 郑秀文 - 终身美丽 郑秀文 - 唯独你是不可取替 郑秀文 - 爱情万岁 郑秀文 - 抱拥这分钟 郭静 - 我不想忘记你 coldplay - the scientist damien rice - the blowers daughter timbaland feat. one republic - apologize take that - rule the world david tan - till the end jordan sparks - tattoo coldplay - sparks james blunt - goodbye my lover 张韶涵 - journey celine dion - all by myself hello stranger.. 我希望所有人都忘了我, 真的不想要他们记得我 'cal visitors since 30th june 2005 1 '|riposte

01may07-01may08 [01 May 2008|12:00am] [ mood | calm ] [ music | 楊千嬅_-_可惜我是水瓶座 ] let's close our eyes. forget about everything other than the happy memories we have had. . can you see it? can you see what i see? i'm sure you do. let these bind us together forever. no one no one can ever break this bond. when you open your eyes, you are to walk away from me. you are to find your happiness. when i open my eyes, i'll let go of you. i'm to wish you happiness. happy 1year anniversary. 我希望所有人都忘了我, 真的不想要他们记得我 'cal visitors since 30th june 2005 riposte

[29 Apr 2008|08:08pm] [ mood | drained ] [ music | coldplay_-_sparks ] battling over love. what's left for me to fight? when the agreement was a triumph for common sense. i know it should be, but it's tough. so has everything ended already? or did it already end like weeks ago? is there really an end to all? i don't know. i don't want to know. if only i know what works out the best out of us, there won't be so much of unhappiness. time don't wait, people do change. will i still feel the same for you always and forever? let the time tick away. i can wait. wait for the day you come back. i'll change. change to love you in a different way. i'm seizing this love for you within me. no one no one can ever break this. 我希望所有人都忘了我, 真的不想要他们记得我 'cal visitors since 30th june 2005 riposte

[29 Apr 2008|07:23pm] [ mood | numb ] [ music | coldplay_-_sparks ] you smiled at me and waved good bye before we parted. i finally understand what you want. i finally know how to make you smile. so long as you are happy. i'll do all it takes. ni3 kuai4 le4 , suo2 yi3 wo3 kuai4 le4 我希望所有人都忘了我, 真的不想要他们记得我 'cal visitors since 30th june 2005 riposte

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