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eleutherophobia- August 28th, 2011
test test
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- eleutherophobia
- July 7th, 2009
sick
sheesh. the weather was crazy the past 2 days.. caught a bad flu, hope to recover on time for gym later.
i'm supposed to be drowsy and tired now, but i simply can't fall asleep. too much too much thoughts in my mind.
if only i didn't turn up last night... well, i should be happy. indeed, it was unexpected. . sighed.. but somehow, i'm feeling moody..
no, i've not forgotten.. i hope you are well. have a safe trip.
我希望所有人都忘了我, 真的不想要他们记得我 'cal
visitors since
30th june 2005
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- eleutherophobia
- December 27th, 2008
thoughtful
" 我的快乐 "
徘了徊了走了错了过了等了
累了全都困了烦的乱的等的
都是真的
疯的想的念的不安的焦虑的
复杂的梦过的拥有的失去的
怎么忘呢
你做过的伤放困了你爱的音
那天的我等着你等成了摆设
我的你的他的好的坏的难的
灰的蓝的黄的酸的甜的苦的
都还记得
非常想要忘的绝对不能忘的
我心要换你的真的不行那么
只得放了
环岛的火车载着我第几天了
忽然发现这一刻我不想你了
我的快乐会回来的
只要清楚曾爱得那么深刻
不准问值不值得
我的快乐会回来的
离开不是谁给了谁的选择
我的快乐会回来的
只要清楚曾爱得那么深刻
不准问值不值得
我的快乐会回来的
离开不是谁给了谁的选择
我的快乐会回来的
只要清楚曾爱得那么深刻
不准问值不值得
我的快乐会回来的
离开不是你给了我的选择
疯的想的念的不安的焦虑的
复杂的梦过的拥有的失去的
怎么忘呢
非常想要忘的绝对不能忘的
我心要换你的真的不行那么
只得放了
放了......
忘了......
放了...... 忘了......
我希望所有人都忘了我, 真的不想要他们记得我 'cal
visitors since
30th june 2005
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- eleutherophobia
- September 6th, 2008
" take a bow "
ohh, how about a round of applause
yeah, standing ovation
oooh ohh yeah, yeah yeah yeah yeah
you look so dumb right now
standing outside my house
trying to apologize
you're so ugly when you cry
please, just cut it out
an' don't tell me you're sorry 'cause you're not
baby when i know you're only sorry you got caught
but you put on quite a show
really had me going
but now it's time to go
curtain's finally closing
that was quite a show
very entertaining
but it's over now (but it's over now)
go on and take a bow
grab your clothes and get gone (get gone)
you better hurry up before the sprinklers come on
talkin' about, girl, i love you, you're the one
this just looks like a re-run
please, what else is on (ohh)
and don't tell me you're sorry 'cause you're not
baby when i know you're only sorry you got caught
but you put on quite a show
really had me going
but now it's time to go
curtain's finally closing
that was quite a show
very entertaining
but it's over now (but it's over now)
go on and take a bow
ohh, and the award for best liar goes to you
for making me believe that you could be faithful to me
let's hear your speech out
how about a round of applause
a standing ovation
but you put on quite a show
really had me going
now it's time to go
curtain's finally closing
that was quite a show
very entertaining
but it's over now (but it's over now)
go on and take a bow
but it's over now
forget me. forget cal.
我希望所有人都忘了我, 真的不想要他们记得我 'cal
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30th june 2005
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- eleutherophobia
- July 7th, 2008
happy
happy di. happy cal.
我希望所有人都忘了我, 真的不想要他们记得我 'cal
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30th june 2005
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- June 7th, 2008
i noe what to do loh!
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- eleutherophobia
- June 5th, 2008
tired
if only i know what i should do.. if only i know what works out the best..
lousy cal.
我希望所有人都忘了我, 真的不想要他们记得我 'cal
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30th june 2005
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- June 4th, 2008
numb
i was storming mad. to the extent that i could kill. i so wanted to hurt, so wanted to take revenge. cruel messages drafted, i so wanted to send them out. somehow, i was held back by the other side of me. i only managed a "i hate you" message though.
now that i've calmed down, i feel foolish. i cannot imagine i would think of all those messages. it's scary. why am i like this?
i'm really lost now. i can no longer perceive what's right and what's wrong. everything that i do seems to be wrong and everything that i feel that it's wrong seems somewhat right.
:'(
我希望所有人都忘了我, 真的不想要他们记得我 'cal
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30th june 2005
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- eleutherophobia
- June 4th, 2008
- drained
and so it is, just like you say it would be. life goes easy on me, most of the time...
this is life. it is so. when i'm already down to the lowest point of my life, i believe that things will start to pick up soon. if not in time to come. i've to be contented with what i have and what i don't have.
please let me fall asleep as soon as i lay down on my bed and close my eyes.
不怕不怕了......
我希望所有人都忘了我, 真的不想要他们记得我 'cal
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30th june 2005
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- June 1st, 2008
awake
omg. i woke up at 1513 hrs today!
i'm lovin' it!
我希望所有人都忘了我, 真的不想要他们记得我 'cal
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30th june 2005
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- May 19th, 2008
- peaceful
fabulous sunday indeed. was still hesitating if i should go, for i thought my heart would be somewhere else. but! i so enjoyed myself. brought back lots of fun which i've been missing for months. all my sorrows seemed to have gone away. i felt free. free from all troubles.
had a wonderful long weekend. a weekend dedicated to myself. happy cal.
after rain comes sunshine. :)
我希望所有人都忘了我, 真的不想要他们记得我 'cal
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30th june 2005
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- May 17th, 2008
blank
you touched my heart and you touched my soul. you changed my life and you changed all my goals. love is blind and that i knew when, my heart was blinded by you. i know you well and i know your smell. i've been addicted to you. i love you, i swear that's true. it may be over but it won't stop there, i am here for you if you'd only care. and as you move on, remember me. remember us and all we used to be.
you can't break my spirits, it's my dreams you take.
我希望所有人都忘了我, 真的不想要他们记得我 'cal
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30th june 2005
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- eleutherophobia
- May 6th, 2008
accomplished
well, i think i can do it. i need more practice.
Quote: I had to get used to wearing a mask and wearing a prosthetic and performing with those things while singing and expressing myself through stylized movement, while keeping it as human as possible so the audience could be closer to the horror of the Phantom.
Gerard Butler
time don't wait. people do change. " ...... ...... "
我希望所有人都忘了我, 真的不想要他们记得我 'cal
visitors since
30th june 2005
- goodbye my lover
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- eleutherophobia
- May 4th, 2008
- thoughtful
“Maybe, there is no such thing as a resolute break up. After all, how is it possible? There will always be residual feelings, on either side, or worse, both. When the nights get cold, and the bedroom starts to feel a little empty, what is left to stop us from indulging in these feelings? Won't we reminisce, hope, dream?”
quoted from trevvy scoops
lucky me, i always have the teddies to accompany me through all nights.
life still goes on. i'll survive!
我希望所有人都忘了我, 真的不想要他们记得我 'cal
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30th june 2005
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- May 2nd, 2008
sore
good times don't last. before you even realise, it's gone. then come the time when you start deceiving yourself.
i'm screwing the tracks of an abandoned train station. yet again.
wake up, cal.
我希望所有人都忘了我, 真的不想要他们记得我 'cal
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30th june 2005
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- eleutherophobia
- May 1st, 2008
:: 20jun07, KL, green lotus restaurant :: 
deardear..
:'(
我希望所有人都忘了我, 真的不想要他们记得我 'cal
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- 01may07 - 01may08 pictures
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- eleutherophobia
- May 1st, 2008
我希望所有人都忘了我, 真的不想要他们记得我 'cal
visitors since
30th june 2005
- 01may07 - 01may08 songs
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- eleutherophobia
- May 1st, 2008
- awake
楊千嬅 - 可惜我是水瓶座
dishwalla - angels or devils
snow patrol - chasing cars
limp Bizkit - behind blue eyes
郑秀文 - 终身美丽
郑秀文 - 唯独你是不可取替
郑秀文 - 爱情万岁
郑秀文 - 抱拥这分钟
郭静 - 我不想忘记你
coldplay - the scientist
damien rice - the blowers daughter
timbaland feat. one republic - apologize
take that - rule the world
david tan - till the end
jordan sparks - tattoo
coldplay - sparks
james blunt - goodbye my lover
张韶涵 - journey
celine dion - all by myself
hello stranger..
我希望所有人都忘了我, 真的不想要他们记得我 'cal
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- 01may07-01may08
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- eleutherophobia
- May 1st, 2008
- calm
let's close our eyes. forget about everything other than the happy memories we have had. .
can you see it? can you see what i see? i'm sure you do.
let these bind us together forever. no one no one can ever break this bond.
when you open your eyes, you are to walk away from me. you are to find your happiness.
when i open my eyes, i'll let go of you. i'm to wish you happiness.
happy 1year anniversary.
我希望所有人都忘了我, 真的不想要他们记得我 'cal
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- April 29th, 2008
- drained
battling over love. what's left for me to fight? when the agreement was a triumph for common sense. i know it should be, but it's tough. so has everything ended already? or did it already end like weeks ago? is there really an end to all? i don't know. i don't want to know.
if only i know what works out the best out of us, there won't be so much of unhappiness.
time don't wait, people do change. will i still feel the same for you always and forever?
let the time tick away. i can wait. wait for the day you come back. i'll change. change to love you in a different way.
i'm seizing this love for you within me. no one no one can ever break this.
我希望所有人都忘了我, 真的不想要他们记得我 'cal
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